Thursday, April 30, 2009

Drums

I need them

I wanna drum so badly it's not even funny anymore! :\

Oh well fuck you.
Bye

Pictures

Just a couple of pictures I took with my phone, I thought they looked cool :)






Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Mousy

aka. Princess Bambina Mousy >.>


Thank you, I love you.

Transaction

Don't ask, but feel free to do so.
I guess it's more of a song.




Species
Nothing but species
We're their feces
Living in their fast-percieved past

Maybe
Just maybe
We actually mean something
Being observed and recorded

Really
What are we..?
Ritualistic,
By-floating feces of species

Our actions,
A Transaction
With meaningless captions
To reach us to balance

Freaky
Kinda creepy
Words without a meaning
Systemizing the feces

Sooner
Or later
We'll realize we're feces
And get that special feeling

Mindless shit...

We're
In that state of transaction
We're
Close to our reaction
We're
Cursed with a mind
We're
Catching up behind

Maybe
They hate me
Well, I'm admitting I'm feces
Being meaningless is a duty

I know
It's a no-no
Long-haired perception
Just a transaction but hear me

Weakness
And ignorance
We're humanized
In a blissful way for them to get us

My words
Our reality
Long-haired crap
Wait 'til you get where I am

Leave me
If you're guilty
Of igonorance
Coz I'm not for their keeping

Maybe
In a while
A religion draining off me;
Anti-animal groupings

We're
Fucking me, it's an orgy
Well
Fuck you, I'd rather be lonely
We're
Not alone they've made it
Well
It's just a thought and I said it

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Reality Bites

Did it ever happen to you that you're just so fucking down for no reason that you CAN'T just (abso-fucking-lutely can't) do anything?? I mean nothing at all, nothing but do something you're good at but your mind just doesn't function at anything else, it just doesn't wanna do anything at all, like it has a mind of its own.

Is it Jordan? I thought about it a lot and maybe it is this fucked up hell-hole.
Is it just me?
Is it people who don't believe in a god?
Is it just people who think too much?
Is ignorance really a bliss?
Are we meant to live under oppression and ignorance's love in order to be alright?
Are we meant to be mindless cunts in order to make it in the world?
Is thinking a curse?
Is that why religions ban getting drunk? Coz it takes you where thinking does? Coz it denies the brainwash?
Is brainwash a reality we all hope to cope with?
Is freedom really nothing but a dream?
Are we really nothing but mindless shits following shit so that we can further out production in order to satisfy the dream of a meaningful existence?
Is it a reality that we have to accept that we are animals who have dominant males and weak bondage loving females?
Is love real? Love I think is something man-made to make people wanna reproduce...
Are we real?
Are we nothing but breeding machines like animals in order to maintain balance?
Are we nothing?
Why do we have a brain then?

Are we so thirsty for answers that make us feel good such that we created a god?
Are we so scared of a god such that we ignore it?
Are we so scared of questioning such that we don't communicate?
Are we really that pathetic?
Are we pointless?

I think we really are nothing except for ourselves, we see animals and insects as nothing just like they see all of us as meaningless, but see us as another species with meaninglesss rituals.

Do animals feel?
Is it okay to eat unborn chicks because they don't feel anything?
Did we create morals that defy the natural cycle?
Do we all just pave the way for others and go unnoticed?
Is power based on grinding a huge group of people just for the fuck of feeling empowered enough to create?
Are we gods?
Are we the creators of the common god?
Are we significant?

Did you ever think that animals are the final balanced form of a thinking organism?
Did you ever think that every living thing was like a human but realized that a lot of things are pointless so just ended up not using their minds in order to maintain the natural balance?

Maybe we really are nothing but species afterall


Comment.
PS I'm drunk
Oh and fuck yourself.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Lol ehhhhhhh

So apparently googling "ehhhhhhhh" [that's with 8 H's] can have a result to a post.

So I wrote down "ehhhhhhh" [this one is with 7 H's] as the title of this post to increase traffic!

Furthermore.

Eh
Ehh
Ehhh
Ehhhh
Ehhhhh
Ehhhhhh
Ehhhhhhh
Ehhhhhhhh
Ehhhhhhhhh
Ehhhhhhhhhh
Ehhhhhhhhhhh

And incase someone is really pissed and just googling stuff.

SHIT FUCK BITCH WHORE DAMN FUCKING ANNOYING SCHOOL UNIVERSITY UNI POO POOP FUCK SLUT HOE DAMN CHEATED GIRLFRIEND GUILT SHIT FUCKNUTS BUGNUTS ASSHOLE CUNT BLABBER MAKAHOTTI-KABOTTA [which, as I remember from my childhood days, is kiss my ass in the sri-lanki language] KISS MY ASS BUM DESIGN ARCHITECTURE JORDAN

There we go, that's my marketing plan.

:D

Bai!!


PS. Farah Firefox isn't working

Since I've Been Loving You

Led Zeppelin

That's all I have to say. :)


Just shut up and listen.


Now I couldn't find the album version, which really sucks coz it's alot better, but this one is damn good too, though I like the vocals on the album version more.

Listen to the improv, my goodness.

If you wanna hear the original one, download it I guess, it's well worth it.
Since I've been Loving You - Led Zeppelin, from the album Led Zeppelin III

Enjoy :)



Yeah, the album vocals are much better

Thursday, April 23, 2009

All Apologies

I want to apologize to Rhythm Of My Soul (I mean the blogger here) for coming on a bit roughly while replying to a comment.

I hope it's all okay.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Growing up

Okay so Shadi's post on Yameen-Shmal really got me thinking.

Life really changed, we've all come a long way.


Life used to be so simple. Life when you grow up is such a different thing; money, responsibility, awkward silences, being nice, changing who you are, becoming SO FUCKING HUMAN that you forget the good powerful feelings you had/still could feel.

Growing up is all about controlling yourself, you end up controlling your feelings, your heart; why? Coz you gotta grow up.

I'm growing up, I'm a human, I'm responsible. That does not mean - and it shouldn't mean - that I should leave the feelings behind.

Being a child is a wonder, keepiong that child alive is wonderful.

Now I know this sounds weird but I think music really helps keep that child and instinct alive. Instinct is usually connected with sinstinct now, it's not that, instinct is the beautiful thing that keeps life colorful, keeps you who you are.


I'm not letting anyone change who I am; a 100% human person is some fucked up person who finds everything weird and can't enjoy her/his time.

Being cynical is just your mind working I think, just coz you think about stuff doesn't mean you're not spiritual.

The devil is instinct.
Rock and her children are instinct.

It keeps you alive.


Everytime I listen to Led Zeppelin, Buckethead, Opeth, Nirvana I get that feeling of emotion.

Rock can bring you to life. Rock IS life.

Religion is organized humanity for me. No more love nor any life in it.

Manners manners manner.
Tab kos ommkom. I wanna keep my life and keep the devilish child in me alive, that same kid who put firecrackers in living snail shells :D

Instinct.

Growing up does not mean killing it, it means more control, but control does not mean you don't have a soul.


Lol, back when we were kids and enjoyed doing dumb things.

Man I miss when Cyanide and Happiness comics cracked me up.

I love the I.T. Crowd. It really gives me that beautiful feeling and makes me giggle like a kid. Like Tom and Jerry.

Timeless, always classic and reviving.

Rock music is always gonna be apart of me coz it always revives the child in me.

I'm gonna go hang out with Farah now :)

Love life.

Whatever happens, it can't stop the time.

Live and have a good time even when you fail.
It's life.

Success is not everything. Life is more than that.

Being yourself will bring you success.

Just live, circulate the Earth Mother, Love the Earth Mother, have some passion, have some alcohol, smoke, live, fuck.

LIVE, don't grow up into a dead shelled saggy dude/dudette.

Cya now.

Monday, April 20, 2009

So I'm thinking...

CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT!?

No seriously, I'm tihnking that I should tag my posts :\

But now there's like 100-something posts to tag.
It really would make people spend more time on my blog.

...... I could swear I had more stuff to say.

Oh well... Back to the design lecture...


Bai :>

Saturday, April 18, 2009

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Friday, April 17, 2009

Never

You will never bring me down.

Never.

All you people's selfish and negative energy will never bring me down.


You and your fucked up country.


It's odd how one day you look back at everything and see how far you've come.
Life is a hell-hole sometime, and so is Jordan. But I will not let anyone take the good beautiful image of hell from me.

People in hell are more into having fun than being negative cunting assholes who don't let you enjoy your time.


Random, but fuck you

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Pain of Salvation

So I just downloaded their entire discography to get a listen of them, I wanna listen to all of their albums one by one, so far I have listened to some of Remedy Lane and I love it so far.

The one up there is called Dryad of the Woods, it's a pretty sweet instrumental.

GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT Progressive metal band. GREAT!!

They have some jazz with some heavy metal with some intensity and some little thing that's more erotic for your ears than a... umm... singing boob or something.

EARGASM!!!


Dryad of the Woods - Pain of Salvation
From the album: Remedy Lane and is also found on the other album 12:5





Enjoy :)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Girugamesh

Lol




And here is where it comes from lol




Saturday, April 11, 2009

4Chan

This is probably the most interesting thing on the internet. Racism and child pornography aside, it is wonderful and beautiful to see something being as close as possible to complete freedom somewhere.


And please if anyone knows, please please tell me anything you know about scientology.

Coz I read on some forum somewhere that people who want to join scientology have to sign a deal or contract for some REALLY long period of time (which spans beyond human physical life) which ties the human's eternal soul to the church of scientology (and legally I think).

Now I'M NOT SURE, so don't misunderstand me at all and don't take my words as reliable coz it's based on a drinker's memory, eh? :P


Check out this article.


Anyway, if anyone has any idea on the scientology vs 4chan stuff please go ahead and post. It's really interesting, it seems to be ground moving.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Loneliness

Loneliness is a killer.


I think loneliness can be in many different ways...

Socially, psychologically, physically, spiritually...

I dunno really, but you can always be alone, humans created religions to oppose all that which bring people down.

"Nah man you're not alone, there's ummm an invisible dude called God -who created everything btw- and he's always everywhere and watches you; he'll help you work, loneliness isn't an excuse anymore"

"Ohhhhhhhhh, I'm not alone anymore, I'll just believe in a fake thing that made everything and can help me, I'll work coz I'm nothing's bitch and I'm a brainwashed cunt."


Then it leads you to wanting to be accepted by people and that's when you lose who you are; when nobody else is like you and you don't like yourself.


Fuck people.


Don't ask
Fuck you

Bye

Monday, April 6, 2009

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Wow all the bloggers around me are quiet and stuff.

Figures though, mid-term times..

Ahh such pleasure isn't it?

So I'm staying up today and working and all that poop.

Fun fun fun fun fun fun

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck


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Yeah anyway there's not much to report, hell I dunno what I'm gonna title this post, yet.

rant rant rant rant


Seriously though, I'm all pressured and stuff.


So studies show that if a human slab is put under the right amount of stress, the human will go past the elasticity and tolerance into insanity. It's kinda like welding [or whatever verb they use] steel into shape.

They heat you up then BAM you lose it.

Aaa55 people, been a while.

Nothing to even blog about really, no wonder everyone is quiet.


I think our country is in clinical depression rather than economic lawl


But ya3ni.. yeah



Anyway, cya

\m/

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Party Pooper

It's a bit of a good thing if you think about it.

I mean how fun is a person who poops parties?

Like they'd just go into the bathroom you know and sit down and relax and parties come out. How fun is that? I bet they enjoy their poops a lot more than we do.

Maybe with diarrhia its more like a rave party or something hahah [beh I know]



Yeah party poopers.

In my situation I believe I'm quite a party pooper [the bad way lol] if I'm in a party with a bad mood. I don't really like dancing parties that much, unless I'm drunk.

Point is...
I like being drunk and you are depriving me of the joy, friends!
I miss booze, I want some booze, if we're all broke we can all just go sit around in some house and drink and make up some crap to drink.


I'm so bored right now.


I'm just gonna go, nothing to post.


But hey yeah today was april fools' day, how awesome.

It used to be funner, but Abidal texted me and told me he's pregnant and I'm like is it mine? He said april fools and I was relieved and stuff. :P [JOKE BTW HINT HINT]


5alas bye