Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Me gustas tu





I just love this song!

It's pretty old, it helped me out through last night while I was working up all night on the damn model (which paid off btw)

Anyway I should sleep, though I really don't wanna sleep, I really feel like listening to the song some more :\


Oh well cya

Monday, March 29, 2010

Welcome back Saed! oh hai!

It's been a while since I blogged honestly. Like HONESTLY. Certain events I think kinda hindered the hoensty of the blog (but I honestly am in a band now :) and hopefully it goes well, we'll see).

But hey you can't change who you are, so I can't stop bitching on this blog :D

lol anyway. Past week = shurprije buttsheksh

Yesterday I had only a site plan. After a little panic attack, I ended up not doing anything the night before because I had a lot of shit to do.

Oh shit brb...

Okay back!

Anyway, I had a site plan, and seeing as they always take a lot of time I thought "oh fack that poop I'll just not present", then some people went like "oh go on dude 3alle2 the plan and talk about it and stuff" and I said "hmm okay you're right."

BUT I WAS WRONG! < sound effects: fading "noooooooooo" >


And anyhoo, tsharsha7et coz I didn't have much for them to talk about. So I talked and was interrupted and I disappointed them and I said fair enough. And I'm supposed to give in a model, elevations, section, plans (AND I HAVE LIKE A FUCKILLION LEVELS SO THATS GONNA BE A WHORE EH?), oh and that site plan I made ^ ^ lol

Aaaanyway...

AND I have a test today, which I stayed home and ditched my first two lectures to study for.


AAANNNDDDD Dana is back from England and she caught me on a good time so I said "Walek suuuuuuuuuuuuuree call me this weekend and we'll hang out for sure!" and she called, and I ignored it and didn't call back. Fuck I really need to be better to her or something lol.

AANND Laura called on that same day and I didn't call back, meh oh well... sorry Laura. Hmm I doubt Laura reads or knows about my blog but oh well.

Anyway the weekend was cool when it comes to chilling with Abidal and stuff like just bonding with a brother lol. BUT I WASTED TIME AND I SHOULD HAVE WORKED, DUDE!

And the days before the brotherly day (Thursday, Friday) were utter crap. I did nothing, watched "Up" and "The Hangover" not bad movies, they're entertaining. I liked the dog in "Up" though lol, he's awesome. But other than that I wasted the weekend NOT WORKING, being shit-fucked and down and spanking the monkey.

Don't ask why, I procrastinated like a shameless whore blowing a balloon. Though I had been inspired for a while before that! Like REALLY inspired! The momentum must be rebuilt (and it most probably will be rebuilt when I don't sleep today and work my ass off on a model and plans and stuff.


So now I'm listening to Led Zeppelin (BEST FUCKING BAND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, HANDS FUCKING DOWN!!!!) I miss Led Zeppelin! Haven't listened to them in a long time :\ GOD I miss my music!

I sure hope that this building momentum doesnt get clusterfucked (lol clusterfuck, just like my design; its form is a bunch of clusters lol seewutididthar?), anyway ENERGY TODAY!!!! LET'S SHARE ENERGY!!!

SCIENCE ENERGY ROOOAAAHHHHRRRR!!! ENERGYYYyy...!!! D:



Anyway haars, back to the old passive aggressive keeping life alive and alove (I made that word up "alove" it's quite epic don't you think? All rights reserved and copyrighted or whatever and so on and so forth IT'S MY WORD!!) and just living life and stuff, but I will try to keep disciplined, WHILE rebelling against the system and stuffers!


Hopefully nothing brings me down today. I had enough sleep so I will be able to stay up all night working and stuff.



Welcome back, it's a new era, and it's time to kick some ass!

/end self-pep-talk

Sunday, March 21, 2010

:D

I'm in a band :)

That is all.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Saturday Night



Great song by the Misfits, one of the greatest bands of all time.

They're usually classified as "Horror Punk", and interesting thing is that Cradle of Filth was inspired by them (go figure eh?)


Anyway...

Saturday Night, by The Misfits

Lyrics:
There's fifty two ways
To murder anyone
One and two are the same
And they both work as well

I'm coming clean for Amy
Julie doesn't scream as well
And the cops won't listen all night

And so maybe
I'll be over
Just as soon as I
Fill them all in

And I can remember
When I saw her last
We were running around
And having a blast (having a blast)

But the backseat
Of the drive-in
Is so lonely without you

I know when you're home
I was thinking about you
There was something I forgot to say
I was crying on Saturday night

I was out cruising without you
They were playing our song
Crying on Saturday night

As the moon becomes the night time
You go viciously
Quietly away

I'm sitting in the bedroom
Where we used to sit
And smoke cigarettes
Now I'm watching, watching you die

I can remember
When I saw her last
We were running around
And having a blast

But the backseat (backseat)
Of the drive-in (drive-in)
Is so lonely without you

I know when you're home
I was thinking about you
There was something I forgot to say
I was crying on Saturday night

I was out cruising without you
They were playing our song
Crying on Saturday night

Yeah
Crying on Saturday night
Crying on Saturday night

Friday, March 12, 2010

Diamonds and Rust




An awesome, awesome cover by Judas Priest.

Oh and this is THE BEST VERSION of the song, ever to be found. So if you heard their original cover virsion from their album, this is much more powerful.

Also this is originally by Joan Baez.

Anyway, enjoy.


Lyrics:
I'll be damned, here comes your ghost again
But that's not unusual
It's just that the moon is full
And you decided to call

And here I sit, hand on the telephone
Hearing the voice I'd known
A couple of light years ago
Heading straight for a fall

Well we both know what memories can bring
They bring diamonds and rust
Yes we both know what memories can bring
They bring diamonds and rust

Now I see you standing all around with snow in your hair
Now we're looking out the window of a crummy hotel over Washington Square
Our breath comes in white clouds, mingles and hangs in the air
Speaking strictly for me, we both could've died then and there

Now you're telling me, you`re not nostalgic
Then give me another word for it
You were so good with words
And at keeping things vague

Cause I need some of that vagueness now
It's all come back too clearly, Yes I love you dearly
And if you're offering me diamonds and rust, I've already paid

Well we both know what memories can bring
They bring diamonds and rust
Yes we both know what memories can bring
They bring diamonds and rust

Diamonds, Diamonds and rust
Diamonds, Diamonds and rust
Diamonds, Diamonds and rust
Diamonds, Diamonds and rust

Monday, March 8, 2010

People

Abidal
Imad
Baraa
Maul
Farah
Diana
Leen
Laura
Saja
Hanan
Alyana
Reema
Dima
Khalil
Raafat
Randa
Dana
Mustafa
Yasmine
Shadi
Shiina
Amanda (Mousy)
Ahmad
Dude-whose-name-I-don't-know-but-said-that-I-inspired-him-to-be-a-GJU-architecture-student (yeah, he actually said that :)...)

Thank you for reminding me of the great person that I can be.

There are some people that help you remember the awesome person that you are. I still love YOU, but I guess you just... meh... well you're a new person.
I honestly don't care what you do, as long as you're happy.

But some people really need to learn to respect people.

It started out with group-work, but you really help me out and let me forget about all the stuff I have on my mind. Dima, Alyana, Hanan, Khalil, Saja, Professor Maram Al-Tawil.

Kinda like my family.

I hope I can go to Germany the next semester :)
I really do, and I will do my best to do that.



Sorry sweetheart, I'm not broken yet, but my heart is, but it's being fixed.


Lifeless in the dark
Music alive in the park
emotions survive

Being dead, no more
Gold is expensive, no more
All is dusty ore

Break me you will not
I forgive and I forgot
My hate for you, rots

Still, I can't believe
The strong feeling of relief
I finally weave

And now as I fade
I know, in you, I'll remain
You are still; no pain

Snow Flakes

I love the idea of this (clicky)...

Yeah..




It feels as if you're really sharing an experience with a bunch of people, you just don't feel alone. Just tossing your heart into the air, and someone somewhere sees it. Maybe you spark a thought or a smile or something. But it's nice...


I dunno but it really soothed me...

And it really makes you think...



Life is really wonderful if you have people to experience it with. Sure you lose those people at some point sometimes, but we always have friends right?

... Yeah, but there's always that level only certain people can touch, but what can you do but live life and love it and get hurt by it. It only makes you appreciate it more, and vice versa.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Trololo

'Nuff said


Friday, March 5, 2010

Hollow