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Life is depressing.

That is the truth.

And we're all just looking for a reason to be alive. We're desperate for reasons, because we never wish to accept our pointlessness. And though I love life for all its pointless fun nature, I am hating people that wish to ruin it.


We just love to create order and to work in the system to feel like we matter. You don't have to fucking depress other people just to give yourself a meaning. A crushed man is a friendly humble man, a powerful man is bored and needs meaning.

That's what it seems like...


Also, you. Yes you, you're a selfish cunt, no matter how much you say otherwise, you're fucking fake and full of shit, you're nothing but a selfish bitch. I'm losing all pity for you.

I'm losing all pity for everyone, I don't see humanity in people much anymore.

I am living for my family's survival, I love my family though they need to work together a bit. I am living because I love my friends, Abidal, Alyana, Dumdum, and whatever whoever else. I am waiting to be a legend. I hope I can be.


I wish to create my music to change the way people are...

How fake they can be...


I hate the systems people have....



When someone says you're an asshole and yells, it's rude, but if you say it normally in a quiet tone, they take it as a joke, isn't it ironic? I know it makes sense, but it's a tad ironic.

But almost everything people do makes no sense at all. Desperation is pathetic sometimes, I admit, I can seem desperate since I have a crush on someone and won't do anything, but it's just hilarious when people dress up for impressing people. I like to look good for myself, and a lot of people are like that, but I hate when people fake things.

Hell that faking thing just might be in my head and my head alone. But everything is a matter of perspective. Yeah it is.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.