Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Massage chair






Massage Chairs are awesome yes, specifically that one at Barakeh Mall, it makes you orgasm like a first time lesbian-prostitute in a 20-woman orgy IT'S LIKE OMG WHATS THAT DOING THERE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME! but it's on your back.

And at some point it suddenly grips on your legs and shoves something up your ass at which point you feel violated. But all in all it was a pretty nice experience.

At some point I laughed so hard I teared up, but it was pretty cool lol.


That is all.



Special thanks to "tota" whoever that is, for having no password set up for her wireless internet connection. But it's too slow, shame on you tota, shame on you.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

I give up

Right now I see my future as a taxi driver wallowing away in misery, buttsweat, my own piss, and skin cheese.

Well I dunno what I want anymore, again.

I just tried sketching and it didn't work out well, stabbed the paper and buried the body in the garbage can and broke the pencil.

The band isn't going anywhere so far. Dunno what the fuck is gonna happen.

You know what sucks? People who laugh at you when you're seriously talking about the subject and you just sense this heap of negative energy when they do so.

And I'm bored of architecture, I definitely don't wanna work in that field, I don't wanna be locked away in an office.

And my family seems to have hopes in me "ooh you're gonna be an architect, you're gonna design my house and be rich and get me a driver and a car".

But then where would the miserable inspiration come from when I have nothing to fiddle and curse at.

I still don't get it, when did this all happen? When did this country get to me...? Why is my spirit broken...?





5alaaaas gabba3at.

Oh well.

It'll wash off.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Ahh screw it

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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Time Flies

The title says it all...


So there I am listening to a song by the great composer Nobuo Uematsu, Fisherman's Horizon from Final Fantasy VIII, and it really struck me how that game has been out for like 10 or 11 - if not 12 - years already. I still remember the day when I got it, I didn't enjoy a lot of reading in my games back then, it was pretty confusing, now I'm dying for a game with the same amount of genial gameplay such as the old Final Fantasy games.

It's just really bringing tears to my eyes, while listening to that piece, thinking about how much has happened since then.

Last year of school I used to be overly careful and care too much about others. Then we all graduated and I went the complete opposite and hated everything. "Fell in love" and met a lot of people now that I think about it, random encounters here and there. Now it's like all balancing out. I'm slowly growing up older than everyone else I know. I have always seen myself as an old man at heart. I just can't wait to be one...

The old man with the long hair who lives alone in his house and plays guitar in the street just so he can enjoy his life before he dies... an inevitable end.

Life asks us for too much... Well, society asks for too much, but you gotta admit, it's all memories in the making. I just hope I'm not wasting my chances and passion growing up that quickly. Yeah... I doubt that I am. I believe that I am actually being man enough to live my life pretty well right now. I don't care about contradicting myself anymore, I don't care about what others think of me much, I never do something I don't wanna do, I don't lie to myself, and every action that I take is effective in one way or another; yet after all that, I am an old man at heart.

Because maybe I've seen a lot and I feel that it's enough for me, maybe I'm scared of "living", maybe there's that one thing left and I just didn't experience it, or maybe I already did.

Whatever, I just wish to relax already...

Who knows why, I just do.


Is it us who are too demotivated or is it the world doing something to us?


Something is off anyway, this can't be right, or my upbringing was just not good lol...

Well, I digress...

Time really goes-a-by so sloly (deliberate spelling mistake, kids), been a year since I last saw my big brother/friend, been since December since I saw that other friend, been since the beginning of this year since I haven't had Sushi, been 14 years since the PlayStation came out, been a long time since I saw some other friend, been a while since I've done a perfect design, but I blame the system for that lol. It's been a while since I've had a great time drinking (apart from that friend's birthday, that was epic).

Well we can't just be stuck in the past though, but I'm just saying; TIME F**KING FLIES MAN. I can't believe I'm 20 years old, that's so weird. There's so much shit to go through and I don't mind going through it alone coz then you don't give a crap, but it's more worth it, even more enjoyable, going through it with others as long as they actually like it, and I learnt that in Urban Planning this semester and the previous one.

I love random conversations with strangers, I swear man it can really make your day talking to a random pretty girl or smiling at someone and having them smile back, or asking the garbage man how he is and having some random conversation with him, or talking to a cab driver like he's human, or laughing with other people about your team winning (too bad nobody likes Portugal in Jordan... damn bastards), or saying thank you and smiling at someone and literally seeing how they feel good just for being acknowledged.


Here's for time and the free time we have for appreciating the ripping surprise buttsecks that we are given to by life.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Dear Jordan,

Fuck yourself in the asshole with that gigantic flagpole

why?

Because the only things we can do that are ACTUALYL FUN are expensive! EXCUSE ME for not being rich enough to have fun!

FUCK YOU FOR INCREASING THE ALCOHOL PRICES!

Thanks to you, every hotel, bar, shithole, is now gonna increase the price of a beer by god knows how much, and now anytime I wanna drink to actually chill, I'm gonna have to consider it even more.

WHAT ELSE is there to do? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS?

So if the people have fun drinking, you make it expensive?

"DURR LURK THEY'RE BUYING ALCOHOL, LETS MAKE IT EXPENSIVE SO WE CAN MAKE MORE MONEY AND NOT CONSIDER THE FACT THAT WHEN WE MAKE IT EXPENSIVE, WE WONT MAKE ANY MONEY"

MAKE ALCOHOL CHEAPER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!

YOU SUCK ASS AS A COUNTRY!
YOU SUCK ASS AS PEOPLE LOOKING AFTER PEOPLE!

THE ONLY FUCKING THING MAKING THIS COUNTRY WORK IS THE FACT THAT THE PEOPLE ADAPT TO EVERY SINGLE FUCKING MISTAKE AND VICTORY THIS COUNTRY MAKES.

It's like you're living off the people, literally, and we're just fighting to make it along with your rules.

Shoo hal 5aryaneh hay.

What else are you gonna make more expensive? Mish tabee3i, I'm on a limited income and in order to have fun I have to reduce my spending money on everything, so that I can buy something.

It's either I have fun, OR I fuckmyself and do nothing in order to buy a luxury worth of ~500JDs, you can't have both. You either survive having fun, but go nowhere. OR you survive lifeless, with everything you need.
YES JORDAN THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU FUCKING DO!

Everything we like is expensive, til7aso airi.